Missing yet another day of work I can’t afford to miss. My kids are all STAAR testing today. (Our state test measure of learning here in TX) I had really hoped I could be there, but my glimmer of hope faded off this morning. Too sick. Too exhausted. Too weak. 😦
My endocrinologist called back this morning and fears I’m in the early stages of an adrenal crisis, so we are doubling my steroids. Please, please, please pray for me. One, that the increase of steroids stops the crisis, so I don’t have to be hospitalized. Two, that I can handle the emotional roller coaster caused by the increase in steroids. Three, the normal side effects of chemo are still here on top of the adrenal issue adding insult to injury. Knowing all that, please keep my family in your prayers too as I’m little help, hardly spend anytime with anyone, and I’m not always the nicest person on high doses of steroids.
I’m sure God has a plan for all of this too. Perhaps to test my faith as each day I don’t work are bills I can’t pay. God keeps telling me to fear not and believe He will care for me. He’s yet to let me down, so I will put all my trust and faith in His grand plan that I don’t understand at all.
Psalm 55:22 – Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken.